Note near Nesvalyn's gear

My dear road companions, in theory if you read this, that means I didn't made it back at the FCA base, as somehow going to the HQ of the group being at war with the Minero and killing the ones infected by the Minero Morphosis... well, the odds weren't in my favor.
Or I just decided to stay with my beloved Paildreo, as after all, they're the reason I came to the North and met you all, and well, I achieved what I wanted to do before dying, but I guess in my case it's before I fully transform. So, at least enjoying the little remaining time I have left with them, hopefully.
At least that's the two of the main scenarios I plan, and the most probable ones, as if it's somehow the third main scenario... well, I'm still with you in that case, and I hope I'll ditch that letter before you find it.
Or if one of you, probably Persy as there's also your workshop, noticed I left my gear behind and went a bit nosy finds it and we didn't arrived yet. And it's fine, I forgive you if you find it and bring it to the discussion before we arrive. As I want to be our last moments to be blessed by ignorance and living it as we always do in our merry band of walking enigmas, by doing our best and caring for each other.

That really feels weird to write this while I'm still working to look presentable, and you're all near me, as usual, as I prepare for the reunion, writing my farewell letter, well, it's a mood.
But I digress again, and honestly I don't know what I'm going to talk with each of you after I change and put some of my gear in the Portable Hole, which I entrust you all to make good use of it.

And now, a few words to each of you, that's probably something we talked together, but in case.
Persy, no matter what your physical form is, you're a capable and intelligent person who will be able to make, follow your heart. Whenever you should stay in this form or revert to your former self, you'll be able to make it with your wits and with the party. And don't worry about your family, you're still you at heart, and what you said about Paildreo and me, I expect and hope it will apply to you.
Axel, don't let anybody grab ownership on you and your siblings. You should all be free, and it's a noble cause. Do what you think is right and build your values on that, and let your past define you, but your actions since you've been with us.
Reylynn, it's really good to have you back. You too, follow your instinct and trust yourself, you've saved the team countless times, you can do it.
Balnorin, Axel said it back on Dertrine, don't be a stranger, we've come a far way together, you can rely on us, as we already rely on you. Please, keep an eye on them and protect them.

I could write longer on what you should do after I'm gone, but honestly I entrust you all know what to do next, and I hope I managed to prepare properly my departure. Don't mourn me too much, and don't hold your memories, it is healthy to talk about people we loved, as Paildreo told me after their second dad died and I've been really hard to comfort (even if it was their dad, I had a harder time somehow):
You twine your life around the people you love, and when they are gone... you just grow around their absence instead. It is just another way they shape you.
It's going to be hard, but it's going to be ok all. Just remember that this goof preferred to shorten his farewell letter to prepare to see his fiancé, but mostly to spend his last moments with the people he loved travelling to and sharing his odyssey to find back his true love. So this idiot is going to conclude this, so your past selves can understand a bit more the discussions we had, but also recall that in the end, that idiot cared about everyone.
So to finish this, before trying to create something decent in case you didn't notice these extra inches as I don't fully fit in former clothes anymore, I'll close with this adage we have in my clan:
Don't be sad it's over. Be happy that it happened.
I can't express how much I'll miss all of you, but it's been really a good and memorable ride my friends.
Love you all.

Nesvalyn of the clan Mystrallan